Pursuit Of HappYness!!

I just saw a movie that has left me transformed for life!! If anybody has to wonder, what a movie can do, this movie is something that they should watch!

I am talking about “The pursuit of happyness” . . .

I think it will be the most cherished movie of my life! There are some scenes and performances in this film that can touch you with an impact and profoundness that you cant even imagine with. The essence of the film is to survive! And surviving with a smile! No regrets, no sulking and no complaining; only surviving and winning!

What determination and willpower can do is what is portrayed in this film with class and meaning. Amazing performances and mind blowing script. This is a movie that I would want to cherish and savor for a long time!

We all sometimes loose ourselves inn the stifle and struggle of our egos. What we don’t do is thinking big and respecting our dreams. If we learn to honor our dreams and give our best to it, then there is nothing else in life but happiness.

It might be a career or a relationship, what one needs to do is genuinely involve oneself. There is nothing called winning and loosing, there is only growing. We should give our best at what ever we do and we will definitely seek happiness no matter what the consequences are.

Holding hands and taking a silent walk, hugging with intimacy, laughing for no reason . . . . all this with genuineness and involvement can give you bliss. But if half of you is involved in expectations of returns from what you do .. . . . . . . there will only be expectations and no happiness.

just for nags!!!

You have many questions and answers are few
You desperately seek the meaning of so many things around you
You have been left silence and words that never reach you
And yet you have so many blames put up against you

Sometimes I feel is this world fare enough?
Sometimes I feel like I have to pay for others mistake
Sometimes I feel like I have been put to treachery and test
Sometimes I just feel like I have been treated like a pest

You just want to open your eyes
And cry your heart out
Break into pieces
And screech your mind off
Burn your soul
And never ever desire again
Kill my self
And never be born again

Other times everything seems so trivial
You just want to smile
For reasons unknown
For opportunities yet to arrive
And laughter that will surpass all your agonies

LOVE

when true love hits you . . you only know to smile . . . .

i m back after a hectic and busy three week performing schedule .. . . life is good!!!

I am having a great time. I had earlier believed that love is all about "me and you" . . . . all about "fight and frowns" . . all about "ego and rights " . . .

but now i know . . when true love hits you you probably forget "you and me " and become a "us" . . . ."i and you" becomes "we" . . . . . and .. . . .

there is no testing, mind games, fighting, sulking and iritating . .

love is all about missing, finding, smiling and being in ecstatic joy . . . . . .

love is realising you can smile and feeling like you have heightned priorities in your life . . .

love is not wasting any opportunity and love is not a film story!!!

it is reality and in reality . ..... there can only be god and bliss . . . .

My new Look

Hey guys I got a new Geeky Look .. just to scare away all the fun mongers . .. "hey .. i m a geek . . . . . stay away . . and leave me in my world "

WHAT SAY ?????????

Glimpse

Glimpses from
Phalguns wedding and Vaadiraaja Arradhana for friends who couldn make it and are missing it badly in the US !!

arz kiya hein!

Muskaraa rahe hein hum jee bhar ke

Hume paagal na kabi samajhna

Paagal to ye zamaana hein

Jiska vajood hein rona aur rulana

coversing with the Sea

A couple of things that happened in my recent past left me stirred. A montage of unruly images kept hurling before my eyes as if to haunt me or assassinate my existence with the horrific realities. I was scared and I was freaked out. None of them I wanted to talk to spoke to me at that time. I was left alone in a dungeon of dark thoughts. I was perplexed with my condition. I wanted to run away and cry my heart out.

Where else would I go? To my friend. . ‘The Sea.’

I sat in my solitude looking at the sea with tears in my eyes. I concentrated on the silence. From within this silence the waves of the sea started speaking to me. We had a long conversation and here is the gist of those conversations;

Sea (s) and Me [m]

S: what are you doing in my shore crying and alone?

M: I am not sure, I am just confused and worried

S: about what? What are you worried about?

M: the things that have happened to me in the recent past; I don’t know what to make out of them?

S: what do you want to make out of those incidents?

M: I am not sure! I just don’t know what I want to make out of those things!

S: why are you upset then? What is it that you want?

M: I don’t want anything! Having al that I have is making me un happy

S: if you don’t want anything in reality, then you would be laughing with joy .. . it is because you want something that you are actually unhappy!

M: is it wrong to have desires?

S: no . . it is not bad to have desires . . . .but let the desires be desires and reality be reality

M: what is the reality?

S: ok! Let me explain! Do you see how all these people have arrived at my shore in the evening?

M: yes . . . . They want to view the sunset!

S: well it is their desire that they want to experience the beauty of sunset, the cascading interplay of colors and to feel the bliss and warmth of that sunset
M: yes

S: but their desire is devoid of the truth that the sun is never going to set . . . and my waters and the sky are never going to turn red.

Its just an illusion planed by nature

M: but if it gives them happiness. It is good!

S: yes, but it is momentary happiness. If they continue to feel the same bliss from me in the darkness of the night, in the shuddering wind storms and during high tide also, then theis desires are a worthy complement to my existence.

M: what are you trying to say?

S: if people desire your company only to fulfill their emptiness and do not stand by you when you are empty; they actually are encouraging you to feel a delusional bliss.

Remember that you and I are the same. Our life is nothing but a collection of waves sometimes high tide and sometimes low. We shimmer in the presence of brightness and turn melancholic during darkness. We don’t live for people who want to see a sunset and forget the reality behind it. We both share unknown depths that house the scariest abyss and the most precious of pearls. We are wavy on the outside but tormented from within. Both of us are unaware why we exist and what is our purpose. Both of us bleed in pain and converse in silence. Both of us are here to live till destiny pushes us away. Both of us are one.. Me and you. . .

Smile. . . .

When the stars shine and the moon is smiling at you, you are sitting alone in the corners of an unknown world staring at the commotion of life, you smile for a while. . .. . . .

You are walking back home after a busy day, lots pf work accomplished and feeling tired . . . . . . You pause for a second and smile for a while

You are busy composing tracks . . . . . singing songs . . . . Writing lyrics . . . . . you halt for a moment. . Sit in an unknown corner and smile for a while . . . .

You take a long moment of silence . . . . You catch a glimpse of his voice . . . and you smile for a while . . .

You write pages of data on your computer . . . rest back on the chair ... rub your eyes. . Stretch your body and . . . . . smile for a while . . . . .

I write this blog . . . . . wonder who all are reading it and smile for a while . . . .

Where were all these smiles before I saw you???

Well who cares???? In am just glad I am smiling . . .

Why am I smiling . . . . . who cares . . . . . it is enough that I am just smiling . . . . .

Hold on . . . . . are you smiling too????