C A N I S P E A K ? . . . THE WAY I WANT?

Are you really into me?
I do not really know
Were you ever mine?
I will never realize
What is that you seek?
I will never give it to you
What is it you despise?
I will not want to know

Should I laugh at times or cry?
Should I be just I?
Should I let my mind fly?
In the unknown sky?
Should my heart bleed and pain?
For something that is lost?
Should my joy redeem in vein?
Should I? Shouldn’t I?

I am talking to you Oh Sea!
Why can’t thou hear me?
I cannot shout any longer!
I am lost indeed!
Your waves shall come
And show me the path
On which I will walk on
From today today!!

Oh I can hear you
Don’t smile at me
I really got human
But that’s just momentary
I realize that life is fun otherwise
When I am human nothing will suffice
I shall not sale anymore
On your waves oh mighty sea

I spoke to you like a child
And you laugh at me?
I will be the man now
That will outgrow you
My power will be mighty
And I can never love you!
I can never love you like a child
And never accept you






You are at a distance
Beyond anybody can perceive
I feel like an alien
In your lifelessness
I am not what you want
I will never be
I am what I am
And that shall be!!